Today I realized something else this experience has done for me.
I know there is still so much I can do and to do it, is the only way I can continue to achieve fulfillment on this earth. THAT is something I certainly want to do but, much more, need to do. Purpose, Divine purpose is my game I need to STAY in, because days are running out. Running out because I am older and hopefully wiser. Wiser knowing I want to stay fulfilled and the only way I can, IS BY DOING.
The many gifts that God has given me have not all gone away. I may need to recalibrate a few to move forward but, by combining these gifts and all the past work I have done with them, it presents a mighty new challenge. I feel I have what it takes, it’s the energy required to get it off the ground that may be difficult.
Here’s a novel idea for a garden-variety alcoholic”…Ask for help
I’ve also been a gear guy all my life, that is, “if I just have the right gear I can get it done”. …but Jesus said “ Take nothing for your journey,” he instructed them. “Don’t take a walking stick, a traveler’s bag, food, money, or even a change of clothes”.
So I guess the gear Idea doesn’t really hold up but, regardless I’m still taking a little. CMON MAN you gotta cut me some slack, it’s the digital age. Don’t worry, I won’t let that hold me up. As soon as I think I can start again, gear or no gear I’m starting!
So go figure…Seven week of intensive chemo and radiation that should have laid me out
HAS “LIT” ME UP with His super high frequency radiation Lght.
God has a crazy sense of humor.