Its a blue blue Monday in St Paul
Looking searching westside I can't find no work at all
Got to depend upon myself
Cause I ain't really got nobody else

Stumbling in late.. I can see it on her face
I'd been trying not to.. but I still can feel all her disgrace
No no Ain't nothing never gonna change
I so hopeless and ashamed

There's got to be another way
but I can't go on one more day

but when I take that drink
I no longer think
Devil's got control
He's gonna seal away my only soul

And when I drop those pills
insanity instills
yeah I know In time
I will surely surely lose my mind

I Can't See Who I Can Be