What a pain. I mean I’m happy and blessed to be older. I never thought I would make thirty-five. Shazamme, now I’m an old man. It’s like they say in the bigger book, “ Life is just a vapor.” Doesn’t seem possible when your young but oh yeah, now, it’s starting to vaporize! I figure at this point, no matter what I do, I’m going to start failing. My wife, God bless her, keeps telling me I’m losing it. I got news for her, I lost it a long time ago!  

Only individually can each of us understand our end-of-life concerns. There is always so much to do and it requires a lot of thought an effort. Two things that are slowly getting harder and harder to accomplish well as we get on in age. 

Eating well, exercise, doctor appointments, medications and especially taking good care to close the life we created as well as we can for all involved. We accumulate so much during a lifetime! What to do with it all?

Were only human and were all doin the best we know how, for if we could be doin better, we’d be doing it. I wish I had done a better job from the start of my life but, I must accept the fact that life’s a learning process. Time takes time. I just need to remember today, that forgiving others, as God has forgiven me, is my pathway to serenity for my last years on earth.