From the recording January 2021 / Step One
Time to reflect about what's going on
Everything in my life seems to be wrong
Hey God why you picking on me and not somebody else
" Because son all you think about is yourself "
Can't drink anymore because it doesn't work
Now I have to take those pills to keep from being a jerk
Why can't I just change and walk clean away
" Trapped by the shame and the guilt and the need to repay "
If we want more must be willing to give
More of ourselves through the lives that we live
You will be blessed of that we are sure
" Then use the rest of your life to settle the score "
If we can believe we know you can too
But If you run away from God He gonna run after you
If you say no then no's where you'll stay
" Living all alone for the rest of your days "