From the recording January 2021
Time to reflect about what's going on
Everything in my life seems to be wrong
Hey God why you picking on me and not somebody else
" Because son all you think about is yourself "
Can't drink anymore because it doesn't work
Now I have to take those pills to keep from being a jerk
Why can't I just change and walk clean away
" Trapped by the shame and the guilt and the need to repay "
If we want more must be willing to give
More of ourselves through the lives that we live
You will be blessed of that we are sure
" Then use the rest of your life to settle the score "
If we can believe we know you can too
But If you run away from God He gonna run after you
If you say no then no's where you'll stay
" Living all alone for the rest of your days "